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Aftermath
04:09
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If i'd change something
I wouldn't be sitting here
Like scars from war
But with medals of honor
Entries in a diary
Somewhat without familiarity
Or recollection of who this man might be
As ugly as he could be without me
Page on page of scenery
I draw closely to obscurity
Always standing in the back
To keep my own mind fully intact
A day to day fight, like a drug addict
I try not to surrender to the needle
Inevitable process to become a man
The crush under the smallest hands
By the smallest person
Undermining our foundations
As human beings, as personals, as whole
It was stronger than me
It's still bigger than you
Now I'm finding myself staring constantly into a blank
The past unchanged, remains
I must find another way to reach out for my own help
Tell me the story, where it began
No more excuses, no more fear
Me is all I see, me is all I need
What I was is what I am
What you've done is who I am
Break the circle, clash the scales
I am all that is left!
We cannot change the past
But I will never forget
He was me, and I will never be without
It was stronger than me!
Now I'm whole
It's still bigger than you!
Now I'm whole
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The beginning is always amazing
Two become one
One becomes all
It seems we'll keep forever
We are stronger together
A formation
Two individuals
One entity
To build a fortress made like heaven
Green land, blue bay, high skies
A dream of every man comes alive
The power we hold
Is the fruit of life
The structures we form
Is the beginning of light
The power we hold
Is the fruit of life
The structures we form
Is the beginning of light
We've known nothing else
A reason, to question, to answer
Therefore I pretend
To give you something to ponder
Face to face, Eye to eye
Just one look, to feel alive
Under the sheets, we're all alone
Nothing else matters
Nothing matters
The collision is overwhelming
We ascend high
We stand tall
It seems we would love forever
We are stronger together
This feeling could keep a wild horse tamed
And I am not the exception.
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3. |
A Journey We Had
03:37
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Unwelcome, unwanted
You've shunned a thousand times
Begotten such horror those thousand smiles
Your mental state has taken it's toll
The enclosure of two in one abnormal environment
It is sick, It is bad!
But it's a blind mans observation
It has been a long long ride
Like a roller coaster, we had our ups and downs
We weren't perfect but i didn't see it coming
A trip to the clouds
A fall to the ground
Unwelcome, unwanted
You've shunned a thousand times
Begotten such horror those thousand smiles
Presented with options I dissapproved
That one source of legitimate conscience that seemed to intrude
The way of thought I hated in you, I fixed, the way I always do
The eyes could never never lie
That lie could deceive the blind
Forgot why in the first place I
Always felt, Always felt the last
The Sickness is our road
Obsession will remain our guide
The miles are spreading through the never
And yet we see no light
Unwelcome, unwanted
You've shunned a thousand times
Begotten such horror those thousand smiles
For one to preserve he must comply
A bond of two humans may take quite a while
The eyes could never never lie
That lie could deceive the blind
Forgot why in the first place I
Always felt, Always felt the last
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Revelation
03:09
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You had it all
A princess of the universe
I was everything, everyone, I was all
But I guess it wasn't enough
Trusting as a blind man, willing as a fool
I've let you lead me to oblivion
A full on game
Hide and seek, Just like in a book
You grew apart, Grew apart!
With endeavor in one hand and trust in the other, I gave them both to you
One sudden morning you wake up empty hearted
A burden so hard to bear
Created an alter ego
Two separate lives, two different persons, one body
A "free" mind
A sense of adventure?
An excuse to fly higher than the sun
You could stop it all, with just one word,
with just one word
"Stop!"
Hide and seek, Just like in a book
You grew apart, grew apart
With endeavor in one hand and trust in the other, I gave them both to you
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5. |
Losing The Grip
04:40
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An intuition so strong
Forced an uncharacteristic action
With Inner fight which all sides lose
But i did it, but I did it
No chance to save the soul
I became nothing, another name on the statistics board
Denial, rage, hate, no acceptance
Drinking, smoking, abusing, no forgiveness
The edge was closer than I've imagined
A cross between our worlds
Bow down and kiss the hand of insanity
Your new best friend, your master
Wave reality goodbye
Take a deep breath and jump head first into the void
No chance to save the soul
I became nothing, another name on the statistics board
A discovery of such monstrosity
I never thought it could be
Opened a hole so deep that tore a heart into million pieces
And brought a man to his knees.
Bow down and kiss the hand of insanity
Your new best friend, your master
Wave reality goodbye
Take a deep breath and jump head first into the void
I wish it didn't come to this
Take it back - the heart you've crushed!
I have lost my grip
Blind no more
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6. |
She Feels Like Home
02:44
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Fell apart, fall together.
You are not the first of your kind, I am not the last to get hurt.
My followers will fall to their knees
One by one as they understand what you are
Bleeding, worshipping, giving what they can't afford to lose anymore
A jewel on the crown that once was so bright, now beheads the king
Getting closer to being free
I saw ourselves, falling to pieces
You are not the first of your kind, I am not the last to get hurt.
Fell apart, fall together.
We fell apart, we fall together.
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9. |
A Free Man
07:09
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Here is a bleeding man dripping shame
His eyes are looking for another movement of the red lush skin that will spell the right words
Maybe tonight it will be different
The floor is filling up on the red nectar, as the body pales
It is too long of a wait
This man will cash his last chips soon
Ageless, faithless,
We all have to hold on to something
Faceless, nameless,
We all have to answer the question in the end
Ageless, faithless
Faceless, namesless
We all have to answer the question in the end
Hours have passed, no movement yet
It is getting too hard to bear
Black shining circles, once could lit a world, are now soulless, void
Maybe that is all that he needs to see
Focus is being hard to keep
These are the last moments
Yellow strings that cover a brutal truth
Another face, A different person
Are giving him the last comfort
It is here and now
where we become two
It is here and now
When Then becomes his future
He's on the ground with his eyes closed
A last inhale, Somewhat of a choke.
A last sight of that figure,
That will haunt him for eternity
A last exhale, eyes shut, Silence...
Now he is free.
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Ferium Haifa, Israel
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We are Ferium, and we are a 5 piece Metal band from Israel,
nowadays we are working on our sophomore album called "Behind The Black Eyes" - we write the music we write from the bottom of our souls ever since our debut "Reflections" expect for a hard hitting and atmospheric exerience with a new chapter to the Ferium world.
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