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By The Book
04:01
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"Life is all fun and games when you lie about people...If you wanna fuck up someones life..you tell the truth about 'em..and that's the truth right there"
Starting out as a full blown liar
Ending up the most honest man there is
get off that bullshit attitude
And make friends and family proud
of your selfless traits
You linger with being the righteous
just spit it all out...
the truth that will stop you from being degraded
And that's the truth right there..
And that's the truth right there
If you wanna fuck up someones life
You tell the truth...
Stop beating around the bush
Just get to the point
that phase which you lie - only to yourself
to the one which you care for the least (Yourself)
And that's the truth right there...
I will end up alone on this fucking earth
Face the truth Erase the false now
Trust the truth disgrace is a fact
Go by the Book
Face the truth
trust the truth
go by the book
False/True
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2. |
Downhill From Nothing
04:39
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A cold blue mark on your fucking vein
Do You think people can't see shit through you?
A cold view, on a cold horizon
Is this the apex of your pathetic life?
I thought about writing a soundtrack to the day you die
I wanna be there, to hear it
Peaked at zero
Downhill from there
Lying won't do shit to make you believe that you're not alone
Sometimes, crack in the streets is the next step
I was sure your sense of leadership was infinitesimal
But now i see that you can lead a bunch of bullshit
5:00 in the fucking AM
You are still shooting up, those doses of so called dignity
5:00 in the fucking AM
Yesterday is just another tomorrow for your way of life
Punch your face
Hit rock bottom - when the time is right
Stay down, and hope the trigger pulls itself - Fucking Coward
The blood-drip from your eyes, hasen't stopped the momentum you gained from this
Let me behold - upon the havoc -you- made yourself
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3. |
The Very Existence
04:53
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Sick to my fucking stomach
is the feeling that i had for those second chances
The shit you scrape from the bottom of your shoe
is the same thing that kept you stepping back on it
You let it grow
You let it in
You fought it once
And you fought it again
A feeling that kept your true family away
The stain that had it all figured it out for you
This thing that made us feel like shit
Chin up - Face down
Fingers crossed - is this luck?
Luck ,has always been on the side of the two faced, for too long
One face for pride,
One to just run and hide
The stain you knew was wrong
Fed you the alibi
Chin up-face down
Fingers crossed
This is luck.
Being trustworthy was never on your bright side
Never
Dellusional hypocrytical maniac, a psycho with disguise of the wise
The shit you scrape from the bottom of your shoe
is the same shit that kept you stepping back on it
You let it grow
You let it in
You fought it once
And you fought it again
The feeling that led you're true family astray
Learn to be more then you were
Fucking Child - A Mood killer
Listen - Eyes shut
Same routine - Everyday life
Listen - Eyes shut
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4. |
Mirror
03:50
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Million People around me and i still feel alone
Even a simple eye sight cannot be connected
120 DB (Decibels) of pure silence -
Sucking me back to this not-so-safe place of mine
I fear the void, but I respect it
It fills me whole, when and where I need it.
I know, I make me worse
I know, I make me better
Just to build it up, Stronger
A blur of words from that girl infront
Shakes me back to reality
Maybe it's the booze,
I might be just me,
All i wanted her is to shut up!
I know who you are, you cannot fuck with me no more
You can take these faking words and shove 'em up your ass!
I wanna go back! I wanna go back!
But it's hard to get her off my mind
Not to see her in every face
Not to hear her in every word
Not to feel her in every step
I gotta go back!
Everything good ends, but shit stays forever.
Can't take the good, and the bad
A blur of words from that girl infront
Shakes me back to reality
Maybe it's the booze,
I might be just me,
All i wanted her is to shut up!
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5. |
Side Effects
03:10
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Recycling my thoughts between, right and wrong
To hurt or to consider
To be more or to be less
This love you gave seemed like infinity, but now infinity is over
I've been waiting for irony to come and fuck up my life
So I could rid of these
Side effects - with my love - for the pain you cause
Side effects - with my hate - for the love you gave
Side effects - with my love - for the pain you cause
Psychopath!
Looking obssesively for everything that's wrong,
Just to understand, once again - that it is you.
Side effects - with my love - for the pain you cause
Side effects - with my hate - for the love you gave
Side effects - with my love - for the pain you cause
Side effects - with my hate - for the love you gave
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6. |
The Black Eyes
03:41
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7. |
Lust Fool
03:30
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Learn a lesson in existence
Just step aside, from my way
I have control on all that i've created
And that includes you.
My fruition is my tolerance
to the scum that taint this world so pure
Pure shit - pure hatred - pure smiles of hypocrisy
The adjective that describes this world,
Is forever staind.
Intoxication running through my veins
Drunk on Insane
Now, what is there to live for?
The promises you've made are defected
All we've seen together
belongs to the past
optimistic views
substracted by the fool
Fool that I was
The fool that stayed in place
Spilt the blood of this harmony
My own savior is my downfall
Behold - behave, defunct.
Now simplified.
Beheld - Behaved, Revived.
Now re-energized.
Is it a trick? Is it what's been holding my mind?
You have made me blind - Now give back my eyes.
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8. |
Caustic Value
04:48
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Corroded, behaviour that has set my face in the ground
that crooked stare I have suffered so long, is my life
It's My Life
I've turned to the last straw to break myself - I swore, I would fall apart
I've seen the way you ruin things with lust - I swore, I would not give in
I've grabbed you by the throat more than one time - I swore, I won't break your neck
Now I'm - Not staying true to my words
Now where's the crime? In being the different
How values die? by steps being taken
Now Where's the crime? In steps being taken
How values die? by being the different
(taking the law to your hands makes you different)
Decipher, what the result is - premeditate, the consequence in the odds
One step before you change - it resulted with you taking the shit you have given
It resulted with you, being back at point "A" again.
When I thought that I was at the bottom of the food chain
I took my place, And i've set you with the rest of my past
Who are you to show me what I am made of?
who are You to step up and tell me what I have lost?
When you thought that you were at the bottom of the food chain
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9. |
Change Of Winds
05:17
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It is time, to put all the cards on the table
Bullshitting from left to right will never get us the power we need to
Thrive like lies.
You cradle the facts
Lowering head to lower profile when reality uncovers your lie
Lie to mask
Mask to Lie
The endless perfect circle
to a careless perfect life
Filling your mind with alcohol, keeping your grasp from truth to false
Again you feel the know-it-all, and wonder why you feel alone with everyone
Everyone is no-one.
It is time, to put all the cards on the table
Face the mirror
Take off the mask
Look deep within your eyes
Is this the man, you grew to know
Or just another lie
Lie to mask
Mask to Lie
The endless perfect circle
to a careless perfect life
Believing every word that comes out of your mouth -
Doesn't make it true.
Playing games of who's having the bigger dick -
Wont last a mile.
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10. |
Business On Demand
04:19
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Is it too much that I ask?
Is it so hard to perform?
That disappearing act I've been wishing for
What I can say - Is what I can do
A promise (to myself) can wait an eternity
But an objective can cut it
Cut you
introducing a whole new affair.
It's a risk I'm willing to take
It's a price I'm willing to pay
on your head.
I've payed much more in the past
Just wasting my time on you
You're a cold and worthless effort
I wanna breathe the sweet loss
Of you out of my lungs
Such is the hate written life
written by me
I know how the story ends
I wrote it for myself
My life is so obscene
NO - MORE
I thought we're everything
NO - MORE
I thought this means something
NO - MORE
My business is done here
FOR - SURE
My life is so obscene
I thought we're everything
I thought this means something
My business is done here.
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11. |
Blood
05:05
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Blood on my hands
Its the inevitable step we all have to face
One way or the other
Its just an inch away...
The black eyes are piercing-
Through the abhorring truth-
No mind can bare
And i stand in the middle...
These words, again...
Echoing deep, Tearing the inside
All that is US
All that is ME
All.. that is you
All the world on a golden plate has been given to you
With nothing in return (Bitch!)
Self abasement is one way of life...
But good things have to End
These words, again...
Echoing deep, Tearing the inside
Blood on my hands...
Its the inevitable step that i'm facing
Now you have to face me
These black eyes will never pierce again
Blood on my hands...
Now you have to face me
These black eyes will never pierce again
All that is US
All that is ME
All.. that is you
Look deep - where it resides - the source of the problem.
Look deep - where it resides - the source that feeds the problem.
Quietly blighting all that matters
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12. |
Reflections
05:39
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It's been too long for you to understand,
So sit down, shut the fuck up and start to listen!
This psychotic state of mind you're at won't fix it self
Of course you won't admit it…
But don't you think, not sleeping for 3 months is a bit of clue?
And what about the dreams? Or should I say NIGHTMARES…
Repeating again and again… of the same thing
THE SAME THING!
(They all begins and ends with 5 letters)
It's been too long for you to understand,
So sit down, shut the fuck up
SHUT THE FUCK UP!
You can't be around people!
Misanthrope or just a jackass
Hanging out with friends should not feel like prison
Seeing and knowing new people is not a burden
You have no emotions…
No! It is not fine, not getting excited once in a while!
Joyful life, cheerful mind – long lost parody
Workaholic – shield for protection
Open your eyes man… is that what you've become?!
I'm hunted by twin black eyes that are far from understanding
I stand tall in front of them alone, when I know they cannot be defeated!
I hide from nothing!
I work my ass off to get to the places I dream
Isn't that alone makes me Human?
I dream
I dream
I am human
You don't give a shit?
Well you should!
You can't continue like that
You are HUMAN
Start acting like one!
And it all comes down to this!
Me Myself and I standing infront of the Mirror
The final battle between all of my Reflections
What has been for so long I now understand
I take off the mask for the first time
And now i can see right through my eyes
And Now I Can See Through My Eyes!
For The First Time!
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Ferium Haifa, Israel
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