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Reflections

by Ferium

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  • Compact Disc (CD) + Digital Album

    Our Debut album featuring 12 tracks of hard-hitting Death Metal, Given physical manifestation of brutality by Eliran Kantor.

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1.
By The Book 04:01
"Life is all fun and games when you lie about people...If you wanna fuck up someones life..you tell the truth about 'em..and that's the truth right there" Starting out as a full blown liar Ending up the most honest man there is get off that bullshit attitude And make friends and family proud of your selfless traits You linger with being the righteous just spit it all out... the truth that will stop you from being degraded And that's the truth right there.. And that's the truth right there If you wanna fuck up someones life You tell the truth... Stop beating around the bush Just get to the point that phase which you lie - only to yourself to the one which you care for the least (Yourself) And that's the truth right there... I will end up alone on this fucking earth Face the truth Erase the false now Trust the truth disgrace is a fact Go by the Book Face the truth trust the truth go by the book False/True
2.
A cold blue mark on your fucking vein Do You think people can't see shit through you? A cold view, on a cold horizon Is this the apex of your pathetic life? I thought about writing a soundtrack to the day you die I wanna be there, to hear it Peaked at zero Downhill from there Lying won't do shit to make you believe that you're not alone Sometimes, crack in the streets is the next step I was sure your sense of leadership was infinitesimal But now i see that you can lead a bunch of bullshit 5:00 in the fucking AM You are still shooting up, those doses of so called dignity 5:00 in the fucking AM Yesterday is just another tomorrow for your way of life Punch your face Hit rock bottom - when the time is right Stay down, and hope the trigger pulls itself - Fucking Coward The blood-drip from your eyes, hasen't stopped the momentum you gained from this Let me behold - upon the havoc -you- made yourself
3.
Sick to my fucking stomach is the feeling that i had for those second chances The shit you scrape from the bottom of your shoe is the same thing that kept you stepping back on it You let it grow You let it in You fought it once And you fought it again A feeling that kept your true family away The stain that had it all figured it out for you This thing that made us feel like shit Chin up - Face down Fingers crossed - is this luck? Luck ,has always been on the side of the two faced, for too long One face for pride, One to just run and hide The stain you knew was wrong Fed you the alibi Chin up-face down Fingers crossed This is luck. Being trustworthy was never on your bright side Never Dellusional hypocrytical maniac, a psycho with disguise of the wise The shit you scrape from the bottom of your shoe is the same shit that kept you stepping back on it You let it grow You let it in You fought it once And you fought it again The feeling that led you're true family astray Learn to be more then you were Fucking Child - A Mood killer Listen - Eyes shut Same routine - Everyday life Listen - Eyes shut
4.
Mirror 03:50
Million People around me and i still feel alone Even a simple eye sight cannot be connected 120 DB (Decibels) of pure silence - Sucking me back to this not-so-safe place of mine I fear the void, but I respect it It fills me whole, when and where I need it. I know, I make me worse I know, I make me better Just to build it up, Stronger A blur of words from that girl infront Shakes me back to reality Maybe it's the booze, I might be just me, All i wanted her is to shut up! I know who you are, you cannot fuck with me no more You can take these faking words and shove 'em up your ass! I wanna go back! I wanna go back! But it's hard to get her off my mind Not to see her in every face Not to hear her in every word Not to feel her in every step I gotta go back! Everything good ends, but shit stays forever. Can't take the good, and the bad A blur of words from that girl infront Shakes me back to reality Maybe it's the booze, I might be just me, All i wanted her is to shut up!
5.
Side Effects 03:10
Recycling my thoughts between, right and wrong To hurt or to consider To be more or to be less This love you gave seemed like infinity, but now infinity is over I've been waiting for irony to come and fuck up my life So I could rid of these Side effects - with my love - for the pain you cause Side effects - with my hate - for the love you gave Side effects - with my love - for the pain you cause Psychopath! Looking obssesively for everything that's wrong, Just to understand, once again - that it is you. Side effects - with my love - for the pain you cause Side effects - with my hate - for the love you gave Side effects - with my love - for the pain you cause Side effects - with my hate - for the love you gave
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7.
Lust Fool 03:30
Learn a lesson in existence Just step aside, from my way I have control on all that i've created And that includes you. My fruition is my tolerance to the scum that taint this world so pure Pure shit - pure hatred - pure smiles of hypocrisy The adjective that describes this world, Is forever staind. Intoxication running through my veins Drunk on Insane Now, what is there to live for? The promises you've made are defected All we've seen together belongs to the past optimistic views substracted by the fool Fool that I was The fool that stayed in place Spilt the blood of this harmony My own savior is my downfall Behold - behave, defunct. Now simplified. Beheld - Behaved, Revived. Now re-energized. Is it a trick? Is it what's been holding my mind? You have made me blind - Now give back my eyes.
8.
Corroded, behaviour that has set my face in the ground that crooked stare I have suffered so long, is my life It's My Life I've turned to the last straw to break myself - I swore, I would fall apart I've seen the way you ruin things with lust - I swore, I would not give in I've grabbed you by the throat more than one time - I swore, I won't break your neck Now I'm - Not staying true to my words Now where's the crime? In being the different How values die? by steps being taken Now Where's the crime? In steps being taken How values die? by being the different (taking the law to your hands makes you different) Decipher, what the result is - premeditate, the consequence in the odds One step before you change - it resulted with you taking the shit you have given It resulted with you, being back at point "A" again. When I thought that I was at the bottom of the food chain I took my place, And i've set you with the rest of my past Who are you to show me what I am made of? who are You to step up and tell me what I have lost? When you thought that you were at the bottom of the food chain
9.
It is time, to put all the cards on the table Bullshitting from left to right will never get us the power we need to Thrive like lies. You cradle the facts Lowering head to lower profile when reality uncovers your lie Lie to mask Mask to Lie The endless perfect circle to a careless perfect life Filling your mind with alcohol, keeping your grasp from truth to false Again you feel the know-it-all, and wonder why you feel alone with everyone Everyone is no-one. It is time, to put all the cards on the table Face the mirror Take off the mask Look deep within your eyes Is this the man, you grew to know Or just another lie Lie to mask Mask to Lie The endless perfect circle to a careless perfect life Believing every word that comes out of your mouth - Doesn't make it true. Playing games of who's having the bigger dick - Wont last a mile.
10.
Is it too much that I ask? Is it so hard to perform? That disappearing act I've been wishing for What I can say - Is what I can do A promise (to myself) can wait an eternity But an objective can cut it Cut you introducing a whole new affair. It's a risk I'm willing to take It's a price I'm willing to pay on your head. I've payed much more in the past Just wasting my time on you You're a cold and worthless effort I wanna breathe the sweet loss Of you out of my lungs Such is the hate written life written by me I know how the story ends I wrote it for myself My life is so obscene NO - MORE I thought we're everything NO - MORE I thought this means something NO - MORE My business is done here FOR - SURE My life is so obscene I thought we're everything I thought this means something My business is done here.
11.
Blood 05:05
Blood on my hands Its the inevitable step we all have to face One way or the other Its just an inch away... The black eyes are piercing- Through the abhorring truth- No mind can bare And i stand in the middle... These words, again... Echoing deep, Tearing the inside All that is US All that is ME All.. that is you All the world on a golden plate has been given to you With nothing in return (Bitch!) Self abasement is one way of life... But good things have to End These words, again... Echoing deep, Tearing the inside Blood on my hands... Its the inevitable step that i'm facing Now you have to face me These black eyes will never pierce again Blood on my hands... Now you have to face me These black eyes will never pierce again All that is US All that is ME All.. that is you Look deep - where it resides - the source of the problem. Look deep - where it resides - the source that feeds the problem. Quietly blighting all that matters
12.
Reflections 05:39
It's been too long for you to understand, So sit down, shut the fuck up and start to listen! This psychotic state of mind you're at won't fix it self Of course you won't admit it… But don't you think, not sleeping for 3 months is a bit of clue? And what about the dreams? Or should I say NIGHTMARES… Repeating again and again… of the same thing THE SAME THING! (They all begins and ends with 5 letters) It's been too long for you to understand, So sit down, shut the fuck up SHUT THE FUCK UP! You can't be around people! Misanthrope or just a jackass Hanging out with friends should not feel like prison Seeing and knowing new people is not a burden You have no emotions… No! It is not fine, not getting excited once in a while! Joyful life, cheerful mind – long lost parody Workaholic – shield for protection Open your eyes man… is that what you've become?! I'm hunted by twin black eyes that are far from understanding I stand tall in front of them alone, when I know they cannot be defeated! I hide from nothing! I work my ass off to get to the places I dream Isn't that alone makes me Human? I dream I dream I am human You don't give a shit? Well you should! You can't continue like that You are HUMAN Start acting like one! And it all comes down to this! Me Myself and I standing infront of the Mirror The final battle between all of my Reflections What has been for so long I now understand I take off the mask for the first time And now i can see right through my eyes And Now I Can See Through My Eyes! For The First Time!

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released July 4, 2014

"Reflections" was written by Ferium.
Produced, recorded and mixed by Elram Boxer at the Boxer Studios
Mastered by Jens Bogren at the Fascination Street Studios (www.fascinationstreet.se)

Artwork painted by artist
Eliran Kantor (Testament,Sodom, Atheist)
(www.elirankantor.com)

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We are Ferium, and we are a 5 piece Metal band from Israel, nowadays we are working on our sophomore album called "Behind The Black Eyes" - we write the music we write from the bottom of our souls ever since our debut "Reflections" expect for a hard hitting and atmospheric exerience with a new chapter to the Ferium world.

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